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Me & L

Sometimes someone comes into your life and they make you feel things you never believed you could. All my life I've wanted to love someone unconditionally and feel the same love in return. Through all the heartache and pain I've finally found him. :)

He's my best friend. Through thick & thin he's been a constant in my life. We met about 10 years ago. A high school crush that I never thought I'd see again. Then, one summer night, we met again and we've been inseparable ever since. I don't ever wanna imagine my life without him here. He has ALL my love forever.

LDC♥

if u love somethin let it go...

...n if it comes back then that's how u kno

i really suck at updating my blog :/ sorry ya'll!

sooo much has been goin on. so much stress. i'm confused n heartbroken. i hate being single cuz i kno that me n my ex have a really deep connection. it's hard to explain, but i can't get him outta my mind. no matter how hard i try i just feel like there's unfinished business between us. he was my best friend. n even tho we had a lot of bad times, the good times were really really amazing.

he's my soul's angel. period.

other than that a good friend of mine was murdered. shot in the head by someone that met him the night before. they were staying in the same apartment with a mutual "friend". crazy shit. it breaks my heart.

overall i'm mentally n emotionally exhausted. i need a vacation away from everything so i can just think. i need to make a decision about wut i'm gonna do with my life. pray for me loves♥

♥SarahBrooke

it all happened a little too late

cuz i waited a little too long

got caught up in the moment

of bein young n dumb

let myself settle for somethin easy

that turned out to be way too hard

a long distance love

turned into a dark cloud

raining constantly on my parade

taking every ounce of my time

gave him my heart n my soul

only to find he betrayed me over time

coulda had a real love

if i woulda been more patient

saw u before life made ur heart cold

n now u wont let me save it

cant believe i had u within my grasp

so close i can still see u sittin there

but i was too shy n had my eyes fixed

on someone who had my vision impaired

♥

♥SarahBrooke

borrowed happiness

it's crazy how they never really see u til ur gone

n even then they dont realize 

how much they did u wrong

n u tried to stick it out n be strong

hoping eventually they'd quit leading u on

but they stay focused on the fast chicks

the ones they can say hi n bye to

cuz they dont really mean shit

n u just watch n wonder 

who is this bitch?

she cant even compare to me

yet she's the one he wanna be with

even if it's just one night

they get loose off the Henny 

n they ready to let it all out

tell u things they wouldnt dare say

if u were to call em out

but it's those late night conversations

the things he whispers in my ear

that put this stupid smile on my face

cuz it's wut i wanna hear

n i kno that half the things he's tellin me

he wont let me hold him to tomorrow

but ill take a little slice of those high hopes

cuz happiness can only be borrowed

♥

SarahBrooke

Summertime Seduction

i can feel the bass of the slow grooves

vibrate from my feet to my hips

making me sway left to right

as sweat beads flow down to my lips

feeling the excitement in the air

as he pulls me closer to his chest

while i poke it out and put it on him

never letting him catch his breath

slowly he glides his hands down my waist

his lips barely on my neck

creating an electric current

making me forget about holding back

it's that summertime seduction....♥ 


written by me...

♥SarahBrooke