Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Stay Down

Me & L

Sometimes someone comes into your life and they make you feel things you never believed you could. All my life I've wanted to love someone unconditionally and feel the same love in return. Through all the heartache and pain I've finally found him. :)

He's my best friend. Through thick & thin he's been a constant in my life. We met about 10 years ago. A high school crush that I never thought I'd see again. Then, one summer night, we met again and we've been inseparable ever since. I don't ever wanna imagine my life without him here. He has ALL my love forever.


Thursday, February 3, 2011

if u love somethin let it go...

...n if it comes back then that's how u kno

i really suck at updating my blog :/ sorry ya'll!

sooo much has been goin on. so much stress. i'm confused n heartbroken. i hate being single cuz i kno that me n my ex have a really deep connection. it's hard to explain, but i can't get him outta my mind. no matter how hard i try i just feel like there's unfinished business between us. he was my best friend. n even tho we had a lot of bad times, the good times were really really amazing.

he's my soul's angel. period.
other than that a good friend of mine was murdered. shot in the head by someone that met him the night before. they were staying in the same apartment with a mutual "friend". crazy shit. it breaks my heart.

overall i'm mentally n emotionally exhausted. i need a vacation away from everything so i can just think. i need to make a decision about wut i'm gonna do with my life. pray for me loves♥